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Make Some Good Memories and Then Forget

by Friendly Spectres

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Wait All we do is wait For a better time and place To do the things that we think would be great But time Keeps slipping through my hands And I hate looking in the mirror and Seeing someone who makes lots of plans But always Finds a way to wait Till the ideas just become stale And then there's no reason trying to create A life that Runs idyllically - if there's no action Then a plan is just as good as The breeze that blows it away Nobody wants to look back on all of the chances that they didn't take Failure is success as long as you keep moving forward and don't ruminate And even if there is a purpose beyond this earth, we'll still just an experiment anyway So I don't see any reason to wait 'Cause all we do is wait And I'm a patient person but I do believe In building my fate and you You oughta build yours, too 'Cause you are capable and you can take control Of what you want to do
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How is it only Wednesday? I could sleep through the whole week The intoxicating summer heat burned us a mix CD The first track was No Rain and the last was Ride the Sky Lightning Bolt has always been the best music to lose your mind to Saw it coming from a mile away A catastrophic private judgment day That would last all summer Our brains would boil into bitter slime Our clocks would bleed out every drop of time Till there was no time left We held the funeral of a lifetime for ourselves and got bombed We treated it more like Halloween - costumes and shots of gasoline Down our gullets and back up when we tried dancing for too long We drowned our sorrows brought on by the chaos of a world that we thought would be full of love And pretty quickly we began to fall The sun was closer than we could recall It ever having been Our bodies laying out with streamers and Confetti, paper plates and Old Style cans And we could see ourselves from above As we became one with the sun The backyard looked pretty great with new red paint and decor BYORPAD and it's yourselves, so don't ask me We reunited months later and watched snow cover the town When it got too dark to see, we cuddled up in the sun and we went to sleep We watched the UFOs across the way We watched the rings of Saturn start their day Oh, we could see it all But still we kind of missed the cold, cruel Earth And we'd forgotten what it's like to burn And to feel relief when the cold front comes
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Sacramento 02:46
Reverb River through the City of Fuzz Top of Mount Delay with the feedback up Lake Distortion with its big gray waves The Tremolo Street Parade celebrates Chorus Day when the rate and the depth Finally united to ward off death, Destruction, disease, and an era of dread That surely would've started in silence Yeah Flying somewhere unlike where I'm from Into the great flames, baby, here I come I'll slam a couple coffees and I'll eat some mints I'll try to talk to who's around and I'll try to grin Fall is the party after Summer closes Crushed yellow leaves go up our noses It's still kind of warm this time, and it feels nice But it's concerning I wanna be more like myself but I don't know who that is They've been buried by distraction, and finding purpose is like Finding a cool spot to lay in Sacramento Trust me when I say I'm not someone you should trust There's no such thing as me, you, them or any of us Wherever we were born, it's definitely much different now
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Best Life 03:18
A dead-end job and a bottle of Wild Turkey And a dream of moving to Albuquerque The sun here never rises Going out west, I hear that's where Christ is Roaming around LA in a Black Flag shirt and a denim jacket That he stole from a punk house in Anaheim Crust punk Jesus takes all he can find His disciples, they can't find him now He's hiding out in the jungle And he changed a whole lot since the second coming Lost in the chaos and decided to join in Is it love thy neighbor or hail yourself? I say both and drink to good health So many memories you tend to forget Just looking for a sunrise that won't set A pot of coffee and a wildfire A flattened prairie 'cause we just can't build higher Hazy skies and brown water I'm gonna drive five blocks, why would I walk there? Getting off of work is the most exhilarating orgasm that I have each day And I can't really imagine it another way Is it hard to confront? Well then, change the topic Gatekeeping pricks gatekeep the garbage Barrel fires in the downtown apartments And no fair fighting in the justice department There's a culture war so let's get some yogurt Ride our bikes straight into a canyon Make some good memories and then forget Stare into the sun, and drown in sweat I don't think I'm living the best life that I can live I gave 98% of the shits I had to give Will this last 2% last me the rest of my life? Can I get some more? There's gotta be a shit store somewhere
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My best friend is the NSA They're the only ones who listen to every word that I say Aimless ramblings into the abyss behind Kitchen cupboards, stovetops, and the great ceiling above Must be a labor of love I spend most of my free time alone It's not 'cause I don't like my friends or 'cause I get too stoned There just aren't enough hours in a day to process Or decompress anywhere near properly Time is no one's property We work forever and dream of oceans We cover the world in plastic and dream of closure We try to connect with anyone who seems to want The same kind of fun that we do, and we all wish upon The stars above that this time all the trust won't go to waste That we didn't bet it all on the wrong horse in the race That we didn't dig ourselves into a living grave That we didn't pour it all into the wrong experience I've been trying to drink a little less And to save most of the beers for celebrating with friends So much time is wasted Wondering if this way that I'm living is all wrong But tonight I'm not drinking alone Because I'm watching Community I'm drinking with my study group And Abed's on two dates at once
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Headstone 03:20
Keeping up with anything outside your own conscience Let alone with your own conscience Burning the candle at both ends, fulfilling 'til it's not 'Til you're just left with a pile of wax Losing sight of memories, there's no better time than now To forget all about now There's so much going on right now, I don't know exactly where I've been But when the time comes I am gonna get you a thirty-foot-tall headstone To commemorate your journey into the unknown On its front will be inscribed all of the inside jokes from our lives The humor that got us through the nights When the day breaks, it'll shatter all across the floor We'll walk on the morning eggshells And when the night fell, shredded paper rain poured on down Still wondering where the hell the ink went There's a parking lot where car once sat with a couple of kids Listening to Bright Eyes and eating Topperstix There's so much to these moments, it don't matter where my eyelids went Even if I get myself arrested or dead By the time I'm thirty and completely hellbent On destroying every document of the past
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Drove towards the sunrise after the nightshifts Gazed into the abyss and woke up stiff Hadn't stayed up that late in a solid minute The moon was still out and there was so much beauty in it If I don't wanna drink then I'm not gonna drink If I made up my mind, don't tell me how to think I'm sick of guilty pleasures, why should there be shame in loving what you can On this big blue trash heap? Felt out of myself, so I got glammed up And celebrated feeling anything at all Felt bitter winter wind, so I got my black lipstick The possibilities in this life are endless If I don't wanna drink then I'm not gonna drink If I made up my mind, don't tell me how to think I'm sick of guilty pleasures, why should there be shame in loving what you can On this big blue trash heap?
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The coffee pot, it fills The smoking, sure, it kills And if you take away my nicotine, I might, too When I’m asleep at night I dream of firefights And when I wake, I daydream of the tomb Bright Eyes and shitposting Are the only therapies that I need And if I needed more, it’s not like I could afford it Born into a dumpster fire Endless flames to inspire The overstimulation that keeps us still We could be so much more Than what they’ve got in store For us but we gotta survive today When you say “work sets you free” Air gets harder to breathe ‘Cause I know I’m breathing the same air as a good-for-nothing nazi No, it’s not apathy, or an excuse to be Anything but just confused as to how we got here Could it be greed allowed to multiply endlessly? Could it be indifference that paved the way for evil deeds? Could it be that so much knowledge has been kept out Of our line of sights and in the meantime We’ve been working away the years with our families While being assured that we have autonomy? Could it be that every fiber of my being is crumbling? Taking stabs at my peers Covering my own ears Jaded and misguided, full of shame It’s easier to fight What's in your line of sight Than it is to bring light into a dark place Another sweatshop tee Another mass shooting Will someone throw me off a building, ‘cause my team lost the big game? No more sincerity Let's drown in irony And feel the rising tides cleanse us of hope little more each day There’s no more room to breathe, surely we’re just naive No way were we taught to live empathetically Only to later be told that the world don’t care About what you need or what you aspire to be Maybe we’re always so pissed off and violently Anxious ‘cause we know that we have been doomed to Exist ironically, all hail the Holy Meme, Always subscribing to the corporatocracy, Find faith in gossip and not dream of star stuff, And never remember to give ourselves quite enough Room to breathe properly - everything is crumbling I have a hunch this ain’t how it's supposed to be
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Icicles 02:23
Memories becoming distant Dripping thoughts turn icicles I'm still learning how to push against The sense of dread that pulls Me away from the moments that couldn't ever Be recreated The dawn was calling once but The sun has risen now Take me someplace where I can focus On sitting still, not wanting more or less Goddamn, I'm gonna miss this mess

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A million thanks to everyone who's supported my bullshit over the years. It means everything.

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released March 10, 2023

Written and recorded by Cam Scheller-Suitor at the practice space.

Mixed and mastered by Drew Ferguson.

Backup vocals performed by:
Maggie Denman (6, 7)
Haley Dezonia (5, 9)
Mike Pellino (5, 9)
Annie Rauwerda (spoken word on 3)
Calen William (5, 9)

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